Petronas Oh Petronas :D

To work with Petronas or NOT to work with Petronas? Well, i dunno, i really can't decide. I'm not a successful student for sure but someone said i just shud try my best in everything i do ( I'm hoping he did so :D).. But Rezeki kan..everything is from HIM, the All-Mighty :D Help! i need some motivation, i need my confidence back!

What I think about my PETRONAS tests?

Writing test? An essay..My extracuricular activities that can assists me with my job? Haiyaa? What actually activity in UTP i really involved with? I really can't remember! All I know.. I dooz off all the time, doing nothing or just having fun with my friends :P~ Ok, I just remember.. i once involved with the convofair..what? 3 years ago.. I designed that colourful weird commitee shirts and MPP stole some of my designs for MPP shirts! (I hate them for that!) I couldn't remember such things that so i just wrote craps!and again craps!yeah craps!Oh hopefully the HRs people believe my CRAPS!

Ability test? I'm sure the HRs know I AM not ABLE. We are the first who had to do this online, some sort of guinea pig i think :D We have these practice questions and example questions where we can review the marks. From all of those quetions my average scores is 2 out of 10!And we had the timing for the real test. Out of 60 questions (I think, I couldn't remember :P) i only managed to answer 20 of them and that 20 questions were only my randomly guess! I'm not confident that any of my answers was right! Hahahaha :D The-not-able-ayeem!

OPQ (Online Personal Questionnaire) kot? I'm not sure..hehe..how should i know my answers are consistent or not? I myself too don't understand myself. I have this personality conflicts since I was small. Some people said I'm COMPLICATED to understand and to predict. Some people said my personality changes from time to time. At time I can be like this, at time I can be like dat! Some people said I have split personality. I think? I dunno what I think.. i think they are all true.. I am what people said I am :D..malas nak argue actually, karang emo! :P~

The Interview...coming... I still dunno what to wear and I think I shud go for my formal-wearings shopping.. amende tah? (tak sedar pokai!) Have to find a blazer of course..Anyone teman?I also haven't done my resumes and I left my certificates at Hanim's.. I really messed up am I?Haish~!Nemmind, I bet my turn gonna be among the last as my result is among the worst.. procrastination! hehe..well people pray for me..the hopes, the wishs, the lucks, the prayers are everything i NEED!

p/s- Oh PETRONAS, please hired me! I really can't resist the DEBT!

Batch 9802 TKC gathering 01/08/08

Besties :D

The models...choose one or more? :D

FIGHT TILL THE END

God gives us faith to live through the days

and we share all the thoughts together

and it will last forever

you're the light that i see

you're the path to get through

you're the shadow stands together

it remains now and ever

*joy and pain we share

laughters and tears we care

our friends we love

all the suffering thick and thin we fight

and we'll fight till the end

the spirit stays

and all the love and care for you

we watch the days passed by us

and we're here in unity

in the moments of fear

my friend, don't shed a tear

we will gain our strenght together

walk in hands, never fail to understand

Repeat *

there will be timesdays will go by so fast

and our friendship means so much to us

there will be time

when it's time for us to leave

I WILL MISS YOU TOO MUCH TILL IT HURTS

Repeat *

p/s - I dunno what to write about the gath. Maybe because it is already past a week so i forget the details.If i could i want to write all those 5 years memories i had here..sumthing i really treasure :) maybe later hahaha suddenly, i miss the batch song..wah windu nyanyi ramai-ramai :(

Weekend Gateway 3/08/2008

This is my happiness, being with frens :D

Vandalisme, i miss being a kid..no worries, no problems, no stupid issues!

I drank singa-beng here :D

The nutritionist, the teacher, the software engineer, the immigration officer,the geologist, the chemical researcher, and the student (aku la tuh!) I had a great time...over night at Anis's. makan-makan at Thai resty, camera whoring at playground park, midnight movie Ayat-ayat Cinta,monorail biseng ride, jalan-jalan Bukit Bintang, megasale, shopping at pavillion, topshop!topshop! (i'm a topshop addict!), food hunting, sundae and banana split at johnny's, bracelets sharing-bought, camera whoring again at Bintang Walk :D ..I'm gonna miss all this :(

p/s - sorry people, belated post.. stupid UTP internet connection..blame ITMS! :P~

Boys + Girls = No Friends ?

Ok, i have this problem..all my friendship with guys always, yup always came to an end.. I dunno if boy and girl friendship really works.. well, especially for me.. like my bestfriends, guys bestfriends will come to this stupid-stupid conflicts..as example;

Mr A and I..He said we are bestfriends. We really were, till I started to have feelings for him. Then the problem came. He realized that. Maybe he was afraid because he didn't any feeling for me so he ran away.. And the ignorance started.. The end of a friendship.. I barely know him nowdays. Maybe we are just a stanger now. Maybe we can't even be friends; FOREVER!

Oh, so then here came Mr B..We are bestfriends, he said. Yup, we really were, till he started to have feeling for me..and I didn't! OK, we could really be friends, I woudn't run away. But he couldn't. Maybe to look at me and to talk to me without hiding that feeling was something.. something really hard to do. So he ran away. The second ignorance started again...

Then, Mr C came in to save the day. Bestfriends who had feeling for each other :) we had the same interest, we did the same things, we loved the same meals, we even finished each other words!So we decided to start dating!To involved feelings in friendships is what i always wish for; my boyfriend as my bestfriend. But he couldn't maybe. I was still swearing and cursing like no other his friends' girlfriends. I still liked to hang around with him commenting about other girls' butt. I didn't like him to call me darling or baby or honey as that wasn't what he called me before. I always wanted to join him and his friends activities. Where he found annoying!I wanted to tell him stories about other guys i was flirting with. But he couldn't accept it...Then it's over; both, the relationship and friendship. He said we still can be friends but the fact, he is ignoring me...

Last but not least, Mr D...we didn't had feeling for each other..But the friendships kept people talking. My 'the one' thinks it was not appropriate and his 'the one' can not approve it.So, without futher a due it's over... one more ignorance to deal with :D

p/s - When I watched Made of Honour.. I always imagine my boyfriend as my bestfriend..Maybe I am too OVERROMANTICIZING; yerp, another way to push the love away :P~

My Playlist

My winamp playlist...the songs that i keep shuffling on my computer's speakers..here the list by 08/08/08..my fav..songs that made i cry, the songs that made laugh, the songs that made me sings, the songs that made me dance :D

Boys Like Girls - Thunder (Acoustic version)

Chris Daughtry - What About Now

Coldplay - Viva La Vida

David Cook - Time Of My Life

Delta Goodrem - In This Life

Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

Flyleaf - All Around Me

Gavin DeGraw - In Love With A Girl

Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains the Same

Kate Perry - I Kissed A Girl

India Arie - The Heart Of The Matter

Jason Mraz - Lucky (feat. Colbie Caillat)

Buckcherry - Sorry

Yael Naim - New Soul

The Ting Tings - That's Not My Name

Rihanna - Disturbia

Rihanna - Take A Bow

The Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up

Paramore - That's What You Get

Sara Bareilles - Bottle It Up

Incubus - I Miss You ( Acoustic)

Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

John Mayer - Say

Jonas Brothers - Burnin' Up

Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time

The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes

Lily Allen - Smile

Mariah Carey - Bye, Bye

Marie Digby - Say It Again

Maroon 5 - If I Never See Your Face Again (feat Rihanna)

Miley Cyrus - Seven Things

Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine

New Kids On The Block - Summertime

Panic At The Disco - Nine In The Afternoon

Seether - Rise Above This

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

Duffy - Mercy

Colbie Caillat - Realize

Colbie Caillat - The Little Things

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Panic At The Disco - Nine In The Afternoon

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time

Danity Kane - Damaged

p/s - I dreamt of being a DJ pulak and having my own radio station..wth? paddy, join? :P~

Happy Belated Friendshipday!

Dearest Friends,

Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me don the crooked road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way, Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through, Give me all the strength I need..... Let me lean on you.

I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. . . I'd like to be the help you've always been glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way..

Don't walk in front of me, i may not follow~ don't walk behind me, i may not lead~ walk beside me and just be my friend :)

Love Lots; Ayeem

Marriage

When my turn gonna be?..I wonder...

Cinot's reception.Spot me!Spot me!

Love is a flower which turns into fruit at marriage. Success in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but through being the right mate. Marriage means commitment. Of course, so does insanity. I would love to get married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. Yet at 23, I still couldn't find that special one :( hahaha.Marriage is a great institution, but I'm not ready for an institution. So far away from ready...The responsibility, the expectation; that i'm afraid of. It's just too early, I think!I'm single and love to mingle :P~

p/s - Happy newlyweds cinot! :) Click at the thumbnail for a full picture view ;)